i have this sick gut feeling that this is the way its supposed to be…
i know its going to be a while before my heart doesn’t break at the thought of how badly we need to let go. i know its going to be a while before i don’t tear up while i talk about us and about you. i know its going to be a while before you aren’t my first thought in the morning and the reason i can’t sleep at night. i know it won’t be long before i run out of things to do to occupy my time and mind. but i gave you everything i could and that i had. we spent almost a year and a half together, it sickens me that it had to end like this. i never imagined we would be at this point, but i guess that comes with the bliss of being in love. i don’t regret a single second i spent with you, and i’m still going to pray to God every night that He keeps you on the right track. for now, i guess its best we leave it at that and let each other breathe a little…
