But I’m his right hand girl. I’m his everything. I’m the one he’s afraid to lose. Not you cus he done left you bitches a long time ago. So keep talking about your past with him while he’s building a future with me.
Thank you
(via strictlyonmine)
I mean, I like Drake and all but who the fuck are you to say Common is a talentless no-life, unsuccessful deadbeat. All you lil mainstream hype ass bitches. My parents played Common to lull me to sleep. He’s been the fuck around, just saying……
I thought this would be the year I finally witness a knicks W at the staples center……………….. but i’m still a dreamer :[
Coming into 2011, i was hitting a year into the longest lasting relationship i’ve ever been in my life. I’m not one too keen with commitment, it scares the living fuck out of me. But as much as commitment scares me, being alone scares me even more. I just feel like with every relationship i put myself in, each one teaches me more about myself and what makes me happy and how much i’m willing to tolerate. Although we are no longer together, i still like to think that our relationship was good for me in the long run. We had good days and we had bad days, and i learned what was healthy and what was not okay. I know 18 is young to be thinking about being in love forever, but i can’t help but be a sap. I’m not the kind of girl that gives “meantimes” a run for their money, i’m looking for something that i can canvass my future into.
And that leads me to where i am today. I know a lot of people get the short end of the stick when it comes to mine and diego’s relationship. Sure, we fight to the point where we have to give each other some time apart, but we have and will always find a way right back to each other. I know what you’re thinking, yeah she said this about the last one what the fuck is different now, right? The difference is i had to learn from the last one to realize where i am in my life now, and whats good for me. Thank God for diego, he keeps me on that grounded level that i need. He makes sure i put all my effort in everything i do, and he puts being my best friend first before being my boyfriend. After all the rounds of “best friends” i’ve had, diego is the only one willing to meet me at halfway’s point. So as we end the year, this is not where i’d imagine i would be, but i am so so glad i’m here.
I will never forget in january, when i told myself this year was my year. Graduating from high school, finding my first jobs, turning 18, moving out, going to college, growing up.
I will never forget how much i’ve changed and how much i’ve learned about myself and the people around me.
I will never forget in december, when looking back at my year, how much this really was my year. I did so much on my own and for myself, and even tho its sad to imagine along the way the people i no longer speak to everyday, the fact that i’m no longer at home, the fact that my life progressively changed over the summer, I’m happy and blessed to be where i am. Thank you 2011, for kicking my ass.
So fucking muchhh wahwahhhh
123-What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
135-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
159-Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
160-Future names of your children:
161-Do you get jealous easily?
I’m not going to lie and say that looks isn’t a factor in my relationships, but its not the only or most important aspect. You could be the most good looking person in the whole entire world and have the blackest soul of anyone i know and i wouldn’t date you if you were the last available source to reproduce for this planet. To be frankly honest, i would say the level of importance that i would say looks are would be around a 5 or a 6, without too much time to overthink that.
Theres plenty of people i will never forget, i’m blessed to say i’ve had a remarkable amount of friends and family that have impacted my life in the fullest and most memorable ways, for good and bad. But i’m thankful for every single one of them because they taught me to be the way i am today.
The craziest thing I’ve ever done, sky dive over lake elsinore with Chris Tran over the summer.
